had this sudden urge of shouting out all the feelings i'm feeling right now.

i was utterly disgusted by the acts of my friends.

if only everyone cares about the feelings of others.
if only everyone can think of how the other feels in their shoes.
if only everyone knows whats the apprioprate things to do..
things wouldn't turn out in this way.

if you had care for her feelings you shouldn't do this to her.
afterall, you are the only one she trust.
and thats how you treat her.
shouldn't friends be there by your side when the whole world is against you
and no matter how bad you are.
to guide you back to the right track.
but the way you react utterly disappointed me.
i didn't expect you to do this to her.

and thanks to his indecisive and selfish action
he caused misery to someone
and fancy him to think that he has the right to decide
why can't you be more sensible and react in the right way.


perhaps weiwei was right, never judge a person by its cover.
*how i wish everything can be simple.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.