*have been ruminating lots of things lately.

stop this rain for me, won't you

its not the words but the tone,
not the silence but the mood,
not the deed but the intention.
and you start to wonder why
did that same piece of heaven
which once made you immensely happy
is looking so dark and dull now.
then you realise because its starting to rain.

*hate rainy day.
it just ruin my day
hopefully the sun will be out soon
hanging high up in the sky one day
i'll be looking forward to it! =)

it was a nightmare to get back CEP paper
a killer paper indeed
but i was pretty surprised
i passed. =p
and in fact much more than what i expected
though as usual
i made careless mistake again.
yes. again
hmm. =x


*why did i fall into your trap
this is bad
i'm gonna be more cautious
the next time round.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.