maybe it was a bad idea to weave our lives so closely together
because whatever happens to you affects me in one way or another
and it works just as well in the opposite direction.
look what's happened now, all that friction and tension.
that struggling, suffocating tension.


why did you change your mind? why are you so readily to change for the sake of me?

i'm even more confused than before. your change certainly has an effect on me. =x


*i've finally realised that the distance, was all relative.
and that when we are together, i feel miles away from you,
much more than ever, much more than i thought.
you never know how much i wish you wld be free everyday
so that you can be there by my side all day long like how you used to.
i miss you!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.