All this hope that i'm giving myself
isn't doing me any good,
and i end up feeling twice as hopeless as before.
As much as i'm trying to make myself feel better,
and as much as i hate to admit,
it isn't working out the way i had planned.
You know, i hope that i don't actually
see evading as a way out,
because feigning ignorance is probably
the worst thing i hate to do.
This cycle is mad.
I could go on about moving on,
about giving up, about letting go
and about how i deserve more tonight,
but that would be all, and by tomorrow
i'd realise that i don't mean a single thing
that i've said the past night.
Just what do i want?
i have no idea too. =x


*imissyou

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.