this is real, this is me.

Its the slight tendency to cry whenever listening to certain songs,
its the loneliness while walking on the sidewalk,
its the absolutely ridiculous tears that fall after each hearty laughter.
Its the reluctance to reminisce, yet each time falling into it again in spite of myself.
A thousand and one things one my mind right now.

Weird how pressure is building up just when the holidays are really kicking in.
Weird how pent-up emotions can get so carried away.
Weird how i find myself back at the same spot again.

* I hate to do this.
But its time to make a decision,
a decision that may change everything.

rapha, follow your heart.! =(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:31 PM

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.

The beauty of life does not depend on how happy you are, but on how happy others can be because of you.