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sighs

as usual,in true blue xuan tradition,she stumbles again
yes. iregretandihatemyselffornottellingyoutheunpsokenwordsinme.
perhapsthingswldn'tturnoutthewayitisnowifidid.blamemyselfthen.

"i don't have many ways to tame the boring
but if you'd like to stay i'll tell you all i know"
Still the brightest, to me.


so much for a renewal. its not alright to fall and break down just when you're
about to take your first step out. maybe i shld just stick back to the old world. THE AUTISTIC WORLD.
on an unexpected note, i actually cancel the outing with him and the others as well.
i'm sorry guys, i'm still down with the sickness and i'm really not in the mood for any outing.
sorry. =( i needa get over the overwhelming sense of sadness.
guess i'm the silliest person in the world. whats the point of this sudden conclusion i've made now. its useless.
everything has ended. the only thing i can do nw is may you be happier in future.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.