this few days have been torturous
what with crying myself to bed over
the thoughts of the same things again.

no one knows how i feel
and just when i thought you wld be my smiling angel,
there to brighten up my days,
you aren't there at all.
you aren't my smiling angel anymore.
how i wish you can be that smiling angel to me
like how you did to others.

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shld i blame time for pulling us apart
or shld i blame ourself instead?

*we hardly know each anymore, don't we? =(

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.