oh well

jy cldn't clash my lsn today

nvm then

i shall arrange another day when school reopens.

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'hey dumb dumb, i want gum gum'

watched night at the museum today

and i must say it was truly deserving of at least the

4.0 stars because its simply so hilarious.

the movie just came in time to lighten up my mood.

maybe i should get more gum gum to ease off

the dumbness in me.

i want gum gum~

in addition, today was pretty a fruitful day.
i bought the stuffs i want.

and guess what.

i found a great place yesterday that can trigger my

mind into the urge of doing something of my interest.

i love that place..

i'm gonna make it offically a definite must-go shop.

it will probably never fail to get me in a good spirit mood.

art simply spices up my life.

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Life is full of variables

and you never know what's gonna happen

the conversation with this 'mysterious' person ytd

affected me totally, along with his words that carry

threat and tinge of anger.

i know he's just trying to be protective

but have this person ever think in my shoe

you have no idea what to do much less to say for me.

i don't know.

i'm once again shaken.

i'm moving on now

and trying my very best

to take things easily as and when it is.

maybe i shldn't pin too much hope then.

afterall, once something is ceased, its meaningless

to cling on to it anymore.

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hmmm.

do i really have to make this decision such that

it will satisfy and complete the so called

'beautiful ending' which they expected

or should i leave it to fate?

this isn't the ending i want

but i'll give in if it means to gratify them

along with the fact that i have nowhere to run

and i'm thoroughly dried up.

perhaps without my existence, everything will be fine then.

i have this random thought of not coming back after the trip to australia, hoping something

bad will happen to me there and i just wish that someone will do me a favour by killing me. =x

it hurts

it really hurts.

where's my rainbow?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.