13 of april, friday the 13 as well, marked the last day in melbourne, the end of the

whole trip and almost a bad day for all of us with fear that our luggages would exceed

way too much from the maximum weight and we had to pay tax. im so thankful

that i managed to escape the 'extra payment' but a 28kg weight for my luaggage

certainly did keep me in apprehension priory. this is the worst experience i ever

had for a flight back. thats not all, having to carry 3 hand carriers, including my

laptop bag was indubitably an arduous task with a weight load of near to 20kg in

total. probably i should learn from chee wee by saying im young and fit huh.

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the past 6 weeks have been the most reminisce moments in my life. i miss

everything there. *misses. somehow im feeling so emo, the restless in me and

the lack of something which i couldn't find any words to describe.

*so much to say but i just can't the word.

probably im suffering from post-australia depression as well.

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i'll learn to be strong...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.