This is starting to feel vaguely like how it was, being eighteen.

I wish it won't go away.
somehow, im apprehensive of the swift growth right now.

all of a sudden, i had this mentality that we are growing way too fast.

in another year to come, we will graduate and move on in different paths.

a new start and an end to polytechnic life. how chornicle it is.

is there anything where we need not have to say goodbye and hello to the

new things pending in the latter. its does hurts to part whenever one just get

used to the surrounding. probably everything in life does comes to an end.

if only, if only we don't have to...

.

on a dire note, i've no idea whats my future ahead.

we'll soon be out in the 'real' world and hows life going to be?

the trepidation in me has been showing sign of on the rise with each passing day.
on another note, its heartrending in knowing that dr darryl has to undergo an

operation. it does puzzle me at certain times of the fact that why people of

good natured are always the one to leave first. well, certainly the situation for

dr darryl isn't that bad afterall and he will get well soon after the operation.

speedy recovery!

p.s: he's really a compassionate and committed supervisor that im really thankful

of for his patience and guidance along the way.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.