what if you had to choose between a dream and a happiness of which

the two are of equal importance to you and you had long wished for

them. but you can only choose one. yes one. the only one that can be

fulfilled. which one will you choose over the other? pretty tough decision

to make huh. but still you have to be precise and make your final choice. =x

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its of no use trying to be in denial to certain things when you have no other

alternative aside from resigning yourself to it. so what if you try your very best

to evade it. somehow, someday it will resurface again and you have to face it all

over again and you can't pretend as though nothing happens at all. because no

matter how much effort you put in to put up that feign look, its just gonna be in

vain. besides, this continuous cycle is certainly driving any one crazy. probably.

probably its time to be strong and face it all.

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if happiness is all that i can give you, i'll do so..

i promise to be strong and good. no more late night cries.

i'll move on. afterall, there's only one choice that i can made.

i'd have to sacrifice one over the other. dont i?

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.