Why do I feel this thick air of conspiracy around me,
as if the whole world is planning to move on and leave me out and behind.
Uncertainty's never felt like this.
Certain things are starting to feel like a lie,
but I guess nobody said they were gonna stay forever.
Nobody promised a rainbow.

This is getting a tad too lonely.

probably i didn't tell you so, but this distance seems terrible..


* the full blast irritating painfulness of my sore throat is killing me. boo boo. =x

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.