chanced upon this which i thought it was rather funny for a laughter. anyhow,
we do need a moment of break to avert from those stressful pile of lecture
notes thats still lying flat there, waiting for provisional mugger like us to lay
our grudgingly hands on it. *faints..
here you go: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ch-z5s2JabY
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i think restrictions makes everything more uh. fun. yea. if i'm not allowed to stay
out at night but i do so secretly, the secretly part makes everything more exciting
and yea you get the kick in that. but if nobody cares about how late i reach home
nobody cares about what i do anymore because they just can't be bothered, then
one doesn't get the kind of high which is derived from breaking rules. then slowly
nothing seems fun anymore. and slowly everything becomes mundane,dry and
routine. then you'll reach home to realise everyone's asleep and nobody bothers to
wait for you anymore.
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so i conclude, fun dies out when one gets older. just a sudden thought, not very deep
though, and to some extent its rubbish. because i am thoroughly bored by the wordy
notes. anyway, regret is a foolish act in this world. alright. i know there's no link here.
but the lingering emotion is still there which i suppose it will be a transient one. as if.. =x

left unsaid with
those fragments of conversations lost in time
things are certainly getting ugly...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.