days are getting a tad busy recently.. soo..
ok enough. stop using such lousy excuse for not updating.
well, frankly speaking.. i have lost that drive for blogging.
and the lazy bug in me is partly to be blamed as well.
so much to say, but i just can't find the word.
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on another note, its such a coincidence to see wei wei at the same restaurant for
huiting's celebration last evening. speaking of that, its been such a long time since
our last meet up with ting. but i guess, its gonna be frequent nw. and somehow, i
had this sudden miss for the school days we used to have. school was loads of fun
then and how i looked forward to them every single day and to seeing my friends
in school, having fun. thats was my happiest period ever in life where i had almost
everything. but four years went past in a flash and before long, everyone got
separated and new school lives started. and how everything seemed to crumble down
for me.. school was pretty tough for me, but the bunch of classmates i have were
the reason that keep me going. still they are now. those late nights hang outs and
fun. how i miss them. if only things remain the same.. well, looking on the bright
side, everything seems to get better now.. *hopefully
probably you were right, there's no use harping on to certain things thats within your reach sometimes, its just gonna make your
life more miserable.. and true enough, people do change to suit the environment and i ain't have the right to order them to behave the
right way. so,i'll just play my part well then.
NAPFA up next, and it does pose a disadvantage for someone like me who has not
keep up with the habit of exercising ever since school started. and how my muscle
always ached after each training. and badminton last friday was great though i suffered
soreness in almost every part of me. but still, i love it. and i really do miss those pe session
during the school days.. hopefully, there will be another badminton session again or
probably volleyball and etc.
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on a random note, i had this thought of leading a simple life at some countryside. with no
stress and anything to trouble with, since the cycle of attaining the things you want is just
an endless list like what we have learned in PQM, when one level of needs is satisfied, the
desire for another needs will be aroused. and if the desire become too negative, its not
gonna do any good. looking in another point of view, so what if you have achieved the needs
of yours when you ain't happy about it. so, live simple and be happy shall be the best thing
to do now. alright, this is extremely random.
as much as i thought what they had said wldn't befall on me, but it did eventually. and i was right of the outcome that i had anticipated,
i wldn't blame you. go ahead and pursue your own happiness..
The road is long
With many a winding turn
That leads us to who knows where
Who knows when
But I'm strong


im so in love with this song.. =))

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.