i don't know why.
but the emo cells in me seems to be acting up and somehow,
it just highlight the emptiness in me.
wasn't me ready for this.?
i thought i was.
but a part of me doesn't appear so.
tear down all your defense, and all that's left is a vulnerability so stark.
.
im so stumbled up right now.
why. why do i have this unpleasant presage regarding your departure.
what if that dream of mine came true.
i cldn't imagine how it wld be to see my world threatening to crash.
no. not so. its just a dream.
you be alright.
you be safe...

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.