己经好远了
退也有一点累了
我们都不知道路有多远
走到何时才歇一歇
不如就现在吧
让我们都停下
但是在休息后
我们还不知道继续走的理由
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雨都停了天都亮
我们还不懂
这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方
是要持续仍旧珍惜
还是回到原地
如今此刻的我
的确是有一点疲倦




the things we wish to hide away

"it is not worth it because at the end of the day the light that shines

ever so bright will die out but still,
we give it our best anyway."

its september 28. a special day used to be.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

what if someday you discovered the lies someone once told you before by
accident, how would you feel deep down to know that you've been
hookwinked all along.
yes.
for the first time in my entire life,
i felt so deceived.
thanks to you.
and your pack of lies.
to think that how you once told me never to tell lies.
probably i was wrong to believe you.
i guess, im the biggest fool in this world!
yes. the biggest one.
of course,
i should applause for you,
because like finally,
you've succeeded in seeing me fuming right now.
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what a lousy day today.
everything just got screwed up totally.
for once now, im gonna be a meanie person for good
because of people like you, you, and you!!
@&(*&$&^#*&$#(*&

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

highly recommending the suntec kbox outlet if you are looking for one
because you simply get to enjoy the following benefits:
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1. free refill of tidbits
2. free drinks
3. spacious room thats broad enough for some hyper activities to be carried out
4. "excellent" service which we were unsure if its due to the presence of someone *ahem
5. nice chap who will drop in to chat with us and recommend some hokkien songs
6. free extension hours of kbox session
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in short, kbox on tuesday was extremely high and fun of course!
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school starting soon and the hectic timetable with lesson starting at 8am for 3 out
of the 5 days really turns me off. i hate early lecture! booo.... and the next 2
weeks holidays will be scheduled at 12 weeks later according to the school
calendar. *faints the lecturers simply love torturing us and the thought of fyp
set me in a state of abhorrence towards the start of school in another 3 more
days. how i wish to drag this holidays longer.
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just the other day, mum was telling me that we MIGHT be moving back to amk.
im so missing the food there and how the show, Where The Queue Starts 2
broadcasted on wednesday of the yummy foods near the district of my old
apartment got my taste buds all stimulated once again. *drooling away.
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i simply can't shake off that fear of you in me
because you always thrash me off at the very end
despite me being in an almost win-win situation.
probably i'll never ever get rid of the obstacle you built in me.
never.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

I'm Sorry!

i cldn't accomplish that dream of yours.

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and so, the path right ahead now is blank.

so close yet i still fallen apart from it.

sorry that i've been a letdown to you.

im utterly sorry.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

zoo on tuesday was simply fuunn.

i love those show times.

sijia & lt's friends were interesting too.

another huiting thats of different kind.

and probably the only likeness in them would be their sense of humor.

alright. a picture says a thousand words so here's it goes..

pictures:

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applause to myself.. i managed to complete corner with love at the time of 3am

the nightbefore yesterday in just two days. well, the show was pretty touchy

and somehow, it did hark me back on someone who resembles that of qin lang.

in a nutshell, it was a nice show.

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就算跌倒
也要豪迈的笑
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我会
我会带着笑容走下去

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

and so today marks the last day of the roadshow at causeway point.

well, work was fun then and how we were treated with donuts and a mini celebration thereafter.

asides that, the freebies were just another hightlight..

so here's a brief summarise list of the freebies i've got:

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*1 pair of monthly as well as 2 pairs of daily biomedics contact lens

*1 pair of monthly acuvue contact lens

*1 pair of monthly bausch & lomb contact lens
*and the rest below excluding the water bottle and the CLEAR solution

..(picture taken from mr wei wei)

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of course, with that tad of socialisation, we got to know a handful of people from

assorted schools. and its just so coincidence that one or two are from sp as well,

but never once did we ever come across each other in school at all. on another

note, i was told by lincoln that there's this look alike person of me. ok. im pretty

interested in this person, because there isn't a person that shares the same

alikeness as me for as far as i know..

curiosity sets in now...

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*more pictures to be uploaded soon.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Hello people, my name is yingxuan. you can call me xing yuan if you want to. =) i love my family and friends. Chocolates are my fav esp nama chocs from royce and kinder bueno! I love kids in particular to a 5 year old one who is simply so adorable and i heart him to the max! thats all about it. thank you.